Archive for March, 2008

i want to dance..

Monday, March 10th, 2008

sigh again..

everytime when i view those dance clips in youtube…my body like want to move with those dancers inside too…

i miss my dancelife..i want to dance…but sometimes i juz say say only but never do it…haih cause dance without any accompanies quite boring…

omg…i want to dance…im so envy cleo,trinity n sylvin(professional n pretty dancer)…i envy their fantastic dance life…i hope i can same with them too…but i think i can’t do that…haih…

i hope next time i go back can have a chance to learn dance with them…

im so envy my sister can go back to learn dance after she finishs her NS..sis..must teach me next time ya..so envy u that u can have this golden chance to show mosr fabulous n fantastic dance skills on your dance stage…

i wanna dance..shake it shake it…

hate to be the lazy bum

Sunday, March 9th, 2008

haih…i seem doing nothing in every weekend.sigh..everytime i   already plan alot of tasks need to be done..but who know i ended up with watching movies or comedy shows during weekend.

sien. i really hate to become a lazy bum.

i really don’t know how to abstain from this bad habit..omg…

ps:sometimes i really don’t know how to communicate with you..should i give up?but i hate to leave you…what a discrepant circumstance..what happened to us was beyond my control…

i love u,my fren

Thursday, March 6th, 2008

Honestly,i dun like risk management n intelligent system subjects. These subjects are boring n making me wanna sleep when everytime i attend the class on thursday and friday. Do you know how bored the subject is and the lecturer’s weird accent also make me wanna fall asleep…omg…sometimes i really don’t know what’s he talking about..just like today while he was talking about the what what method to solve out the probability,i just did my daydreaming there..hehe..

my mind suddenly flash backed to a volleyball campaign during my secondary time. i took part the campaign when i was form 3..it’s kinda a memorable and fun time for me…bcz last time i crushed on a guy who oso took part this campaign..i tried to find alot of chances to be close to him,but failed..why? i think maybe he was trying to avoid me or he falled in love with another girl..haha…

that’s already a past ..but another thing which make me so unforgetable is a guy who gave me a warmest hand when i was suffering in my leg injured. i treated him like a big brother and he also treated me like a little sister as well. he used to be my ‘tongkat’ during the suffer time in the camp. bcz i couldn’t walk that time due to my leg had sprained. he would carry me on his back whenever i wanted to go anywhere else..although i felt embarrassed that time, he still willing to carry me without any grumble..haha actually this was not my idea to ask him carry me,ok?that’s his idea because he scared i would feel pain when i walked…haha actually i felt touching and warm that time,because got someone cared me so much…he just like a big brother to take care his little sister..my friends thought that he wanted to go after me,but actually he never thought to do that..hehe…we just friends…when the story until here,you sure are so curious to know what had happen in the end right??

the answer is we still are friends now…but i almost lost contact with him already…

haih…i also don’t know why those memories will appear in my mind in sudden…

i know that all of my friends treat me so good and care for me too…i think i can’t neglect and forget you all though im in a relationship…friendship is very important for me…i will cherish our frienship…i love u,my fren!!

noob…

Monday, March 3rd, 2008

woke up early 2day..supposed to do homework and read those reference books…but ended up v—->>chatted in msn,watched youtube n surfed in frenster…

haih…

i wan to control myself…n follow the plan i made..

but i failed to do tat..

is ok…now jz 12pm here…stil hav time to continue my plan…

hehe..im a super duper lazy pig…

do u agree??

why?

Sunday, March 2nd, 2008

1second,2seconds,3seconds,1minute,2minutes….

we keep quiet n speechless in the phone…

when do we start getting worse like tat?

is it quiet better than say something?

are your fault or my talkative make you became quiet?

does everyone will come across with this kind of situation in their life?

im helpless and defenceless..

who can give me a hand?

i think…

only you…