i hate myself..
everytime i saw many ppl r crazy for their interests,try their best to gain their goal,i suddenly feel myself r useless..y?i juz envy them but do for nothin here..wat am i doin now?stil act like a child..do useless n meaningless thing..so envy they can dance as they like..learn n upgrade to higher level..so jealous them..but hate myself too…cz i cnt do anythin i cnt fight for my dream..juz follow the step wat shuld i do..im doin my degree in scotland..i noe tat everyone envy me too..cz hav tis chance can go abroad to further study..i noe after i said tat u all sure wil beat me off..cz im a greedy gal..i wan more..i wan to do everything…i wan all of u clap for me..im so egoism..omg..i wan bcum a pro de dancer..bcum a gorgeous gal v great n fluently english..b the most happiness gal in the world…i noe my desires r too much…i hav to learn to be contented..
but,actuali i noe tat im lucky enuf…hav a good n sayang me de family n frens…i shuld no ask for more..or else god wil take back everything from me…everyone sure wil gain sumtin n loss sumtin in contrast..so i shuld b contented..
stop daydreaming,10..work hard to hit ur target..stop grumbling here…
i need ur support…