girlthingi0

我们处在世界的两端

正为各自的目标而努力着

为将来而奋斗

远距离的感情

真的没想象中的容易

需要信任与包容

你的固执

我的白目

时常加深感情裂痕

我们相互依赖

却又相互埋怨

矛盾的僵局

继续僵持

还是就此改善

不舍得

若经不起一个小小考验

又怎能对我爱你一生一世的承诺

作出兑现呢

两年的距离

需要忍耐。体谅

两年的约定

愿能兑现

everytime i saw many ppl r crazy for their interests,try their best to gain their goal,i suddenly feel myself r useless..y?i juz envy them but do for nothin here..wat am i doin now?stil act like a child..do useless n meaningless thing..so envy they can dance as they like..learn n upgrade to higher level..so  jealous them..but hate myself too…cz i cnt do anythin i cnt fight for my dream..juz follow the step wat shuld i do..im doin my degree in scotland..i noe tat everyone envy me too..cz hav tis chance can go abroad to further study..i noe after i said tat u all sure wil beat me off..cz im a greedy gal..i wan more..i wan to do everything…i wan all of u clap for me..im so egoism..omg..i wan bcum a pro de dancer..bcum a gorgeous gal v great n fluently english..b the most happiness gal in the world…i noe my desires r too much…i hav to learn to be contented..

but,actuali i noe tat im lucky enuf…hav a good n sayang me de family n frens…i shuld no ask for more..or else god wil take back everything from me…everyone sure wil gain sumtin n loss sumtin in contrast..so i shuld b contented..

stop daydreaming,10..work hard to hit ur target..stop grumbling here…

i need ur support…

soli dear..din cal u today…

silent nite,lonely nite…i feel sleepy but cnt sleep at all…i really get crazy with those advance stuff..hard to understand…or my brain has stucked oled??omg…i dun wan…

soli tat i oways ask so many questions to u…haha suddenly feel tat i bcum a student who come with alot of question marks….paiseh paiseh…if make u feel troublesome…hehe…

happy everyday…cheers!!!

OMG….OMG…

really stupid me do stupiak thing!!once i got my hp,i called to y.u n my family…it cost me £10.17!!!!oh gosh….how come??not decuct by free minutes from the sim pack offer meh??

oh gosh……cham lo…i need to eat bread for whole month..i oled spent £33 for each month to pay my phone fee…walau…

After i asked CK,omg…is me called wrong access line…i shuld call to london access the use idd to call back malaysia…but i call to freephone access….omg…..

Haih…really stupid me do stupiak thing…blur blur…

Woke up in the early morning…but til now stil do for nothing….wat the hell im doin now???!!!!one word can described me now…..lazy…bum…oh god….

When i c again my assessment…fall asleep again…oh gosh…really malas to do tat…

Juz finished chatting v my family..the 2nd person i called after i got tis new hp…1st of coz is my dear lah…hee hee…erm…i think cnt say like tat…seem im favouritism…bcz ytd when i got the hp,the m’sia time already 1am…so i scared my parents might sleep already…then….

Haih…feel helpless here…cz reallt lazy to do my work…dunno how to start…

well i think is the time to start now..cz stil hav to attend disccussion v my frens later…so go back to work…sigh…

aberdeen is not a clubbing paradise as i think b4…we went to the famous art gallery to pay a visit for those famous clubs..oh god…all the clubs like suit for uncle n auntie one..vy sien…i stil wonder y got so many ppl wil appear in those clubs…

yup,we met a drunken guy came to kacau us while we waiting the bus…that guy is really really crazy man…keep kacau us n seem like wan to hav fight v our dato…(our mr.lim chi lip)haha…tat guy kept claiming himself was a bruce lee n jackie chan…wau…really get drunk indeed…luckily his fren came towards to prevent the fighting…wau…though aberdeen is not a clubbin paradise like kl,but the drunker here can c at anywer especially start from nite…all gals wearing sexy n hot…y they won’t feel cold at all??im stil thinkin about tis question!!!hehe…

felt disappointed on the clubs…we went to another paradise…tat’s is beach…we took a long long walk onli reached there…such a wonderful place n different environment compared to city centre…almost can c the aberdeen nite scene when standing on the highest hill…

we went to the amusement park too…our intention to go there was just wan to find out the toilet….hehe really wonderful place…dato n ck had one game of pool there..it made me thinkin of him in sudden…stil rmb tat time we went to genting klang played pool…miss him so much…like to c him play pool…bcz damn cool n yao yeng…miss him sosososo much…mayb he dunno…but it’s real…miss the time playing pool v him…though i never win him b4…I MISS YOU…DEAR…

took almost 15mins walk to go back home…tired now n thinkin him too…wat a lonely nite again…….sob sob..T_T

speechless..izit like a hint???or i just think too much…i dunno..i really dunno..when i saw tis shortpost, it’s really really make me shocked..T_Twat does it mean??who noe??

juz onli one word can describerd my feeling now…depress

soli tat i juz upload my blog..actuali is i had long time din write blog since 2005..hee hee..tis is my 2nd time to write tis..well,im in scotland now..miss my family so much…miss my dear oso…sad tat i cnt hav a good talk with my family…how lagging of the skype!!!cnt hear clearly wat they said…sigh…sumtimes cnt hav a chance to talk to them too…cz busy to do alot things during these week n last week…want to open bank account,do enrolment,attend class……..alot of things need to do…now assessment come also..oh gosh…the time zone difference oso cause me hard to chat v my family…

for my dear,sigh…..soli tat keep forcing you to share your things v me…speechless…sad…i dun wan to be like that..

for my sisters,i miss you all so much…why you seldom online geh??

for my ttfamily, im doin fine here..plz dun worry about me..soli that contact u all these time cause i haven bought the sim card yet…actuali i bought one sim card with £2.50 but no credit inside…sien…ya..my num is +44 7507417272..juz a temporary..i may apply another new line after i get my bank account…

for my frens,soli tat i cnt meet up v u all before i leaving…but when i go back im sure will find a suitable time for us to meet…

haih…study life is not so fun as you think..need to adapt a new life style n learning style..got question must ask..no one can help you since you don’t want to ask for help…i’m stil learning…..