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sigh again..

everytime when i view those dance clips in youtube…my body like want to move with those dancers inside too…

i miss my dancelife..i want to dance…but sometimes i juz say say only but never do it…haih cause dance without any accompanies quite boring…

omg…i want to dance…im so envy cleo,trinity n sylvin(professional n pretty dancer)…i envy their fantastic dance life…i hope i can same with them too…but i think i can’t do that…haih…

i hope next time i go back can have a chance to learn dance with them…

im so envy my sister can go back to learn dance after she finishs her NS..sis..must teach me next time ya..so envy u that u can have this golden chance to show mosr fabulous n fantastic dance skills on your dance stage…

i wanna dance..shake it shake it…

haih…i seem doing nothing in every weekend.sigh..everytime i   already plan alot of tasks need to be done..but who know i ended up with watching movies or comedy shows during weekend.

sien. i really hate to become a lazy bum.

i really don’t know how to abstain from this bad habit..omg…

ps:sometimes i really don’t know how to communicate with you..should i give up?but i hate to leave you…what a discrepant circumstance..what happened to us was beyond my control…

Honestly,i dun like risk management n intelligent system subjects. These subjects are boring n making me wanna sleep when everytime i attend the class on thursday and friday. Do you know how bored the subject is and the lecturer’s weird accent also make me wanna fall asleep…omg…sometimes i really don’t know what’s he talking about..just like today while he was talking about the what what method to solve out the probability,i just did my daydreaming there..hehe..

my mind suddenly flash backed to a volleyball campaign during my secondary time. i took part the campaign when i was form 3..it’s kinda a memorable and fun time for me…bcz last time i crushed on a guy who oso took part this campaign..i tried to find alot of chances to be close to him,but failed..why? i think maybe he was trying to avoid me or he falled in love with another girl..haha…

that’s already a past ..but another thing which make me so unforgetable is a guy who gave me a warmest hand when i was suffering in my leg injured. i treated him like a big brother and he also treated me like a little sister as well. he used to be my ‘tongkat’ during the suffer time in the camp. bcz i couldn’t walk that time due to my leg had sprained. he would carry me on his back whenever i wanted to go anywhere else..although i felt embarrassed that time, he still willing to carry me without any grumble..haha actually this was not my idea to ask him carry me,ok?that’s his idea because he scared i would feel pain when i walked…haha actually i felt touching and warm that time,because got someone cared me so much…he just like a big brother to take care his little sister..my friends thought that he wanted to go after me,but actually he never thought to do that..hehe…we just friends…when the story until here,you sure are so curious to know what had happen in the end right??

the answer is we still are friends now…but i almost lost contact with him already…

haih…i also don’t know why those memories will appear in my mind in sudden…

i know that all of my friends treat me so good and care for me too…i think i can’t neglect and forget you all though im in a relationship…friendship is very important for me…i will cherish our frienship…i love u,my fren!!

woke up early 2day..supposed to do homework and read those reference books…but ended up v—->>chatted in msn,watched youtube n surfed in frenster…

haih…

i wan to control myself…n follow the plan i made..

but i failed to do tat..

is ok…now jz 12pm here…stil hav time to continue my plan…

hehe..im a super duper lazy pig…

do u agree??

1second,2seconds,3seconds,1minute,2minutes….

we keep quiet n speechless in the phone…

when do we start getting worse like tat?

is it quiet better than say something?

are your fault or my talkative make you became quiet?

does everyone will come across with this kind of situation in their life?

im helpless and defenceless..

who can give me a hand?

i think…

only you…

我们处在世界的两端

正为各自的目标而努力着

为将来而奋斗

远距离的感情

真的没想象中的容易

需要信任与包容

你的固执

我的白目

时常加深感情裂痕

我们相互依赖

却又相互埋怨

矛盾的僵局

继续僵持

还是就此改善

不舍得

若经不起一个小小考验

又怎能对我爱你一生一世的承诺

作出兑现呢

两年的距离

需要忍耐。体谅

两年的约定

愿能兑现

everytime i saw many ppl r crazy for their interests,try their best to gain their goal,i suddenly feel myself r useless..y?i juz envy them but do for nothin here..wat am i doin now?stil act like a child..do useless n meaningless thing..so envy they can dance as they like..learn n upgrade to higher level..so  jealous them..but hate myself too…cz i cnt do anythin i cnt fight for my dream..juz follow the step wat shuld i do..im doin my degree in scotland..i noe tat everyone envy me too..cz hav tis chance can go abroad to further study..i noe after i said tat u all sure wil beat me off..cz im a greedy gal..i wan more..i wan to do everything…i wan all of u clap for me..im so egoism..omg..i wan bcum a pro de dancer..bcum a gorgeous gal v great n fluently english..b the most happiness gal in the world…i noe my desires r too much…i hav to learn to be contented..

but,actuali i noe tat im lucky enuf…hav a good n sayang me de family n frens…i shuld no ask for more..or else god wil take back everything from me…everyone sure wil gain sumtin n loss sumtin in contrast..so i shuld b contented..

stop daydreaming,10..work hard to hit ur target..stop grumbling here…

i need ur support…

soli dear..din cal u today…

silent nite,lonely nite…i feel sleepy but cnt sleep at all…i really get crazy with those advance stuff..hard to understand…or my brain has stucked oled??omg…i dun wan…

soli tat i oways ask so many questions to u…haha suddenly feel tat i bcum a student who come with alot of question marks….paiseh paiseh…if make u feel troublesome…hehe…

happy everyday…cheers!!!

OMG….OMG…

really stupid me do stupiak thing!!once i got my hp,i called to y.u n my family…it cost me £10.17!!!!oh gosh….how come??not decuct by free minutes from the sim pack offer meh??

oh gosh……cham lo…i need to eat bread for whole month..i oled spent £33 for each month to pay my phone fee…walau…

After i asked CK,omg…is me called wrong access line…i shuld call to london access the use idd to call back malaysia…but i call to freephone access….omg…..

Haih…really stupid me do stupiak thing…blur blur…

Woke up in the early morning…but til now stil do for nothing….wat the hell im doin now???!!!!one word can described me now…..lazy…bum…oh god….

When i c again my assessment…fall asleep again…oh gosh…really malas to do tat…

Juz finished chatting v my family..the 2nd person i called after i got tis new hp…1st of coz is my dear lah…hee hee…erm…i think cnt say like tat…seem im favouritism…bcz ytd when i got the hp,the m’sia time already 1am…so i scared my parents might sleep already…then….

Haih…feel helpless here…cz reallt lazy to do my work…dunno how to start…

well i think is the time to start now..cz stil hav to attend disccussion v my frens later…so go back to work…sigh…